I self voted a couple of times a day to support projects I provide for free to the community, the majority of my votes went to others.
I am the green on the pie chart
I never self-voted even remotely close to the level you did and never spam or plagiarize.
From what I hear you are pissed you lost a shit ton of money you invested. We all did, Steem went down over 90%. The only time I sold Steem (~5% of my holdings) was around November 2017 and that 5% (which is now hodl BTC) is worth 3x times my entire Steem holdings. The rest I have kept on Steem and not dumping left and right like the majority.