I think after death or grave illness the next most horrible thing is betrayal.
I would probably agree, except for maybe "torture" Though.. Betrayal is often a form of torture in my opinion, one of the worst forms of torture as well cause it's not an enemy hurting you which you might expect but someone you put your trust in and who was suppose to be an ally.
I agree it's really helpful and healing to talk and write about these things and I don't even wanna think about what I'd be like if it wasn't for my choice to talk and write about such things..
I think maybe that's one reason men kill themselves more is because they are sort of conditioned by society to keep it to themselves and not talk about it so they bottle it up and it eats away at them inside. Women are also conditioned like that in ways as well but I think it's much more in men especially military men and the "warriors" who are suppose to sort of just take it all and not complain or let anyone see weakness.
And yes.. It does seem like sometimes that's the difference in that "fragile line between life and death".. Well said.