I appreciate that. :) I like how you talk too.
It is weird how as children we often want to grow up and as adults we often want to be children again... But... I'm sorry to hear you had an unpleasant childhood. That's sad and my heart goes out to you.
I don't necessarily think we should look at it as wanting to be a kid again per se, but to embody certain childlike aspects in our adulthood... Like curiosity and the desire to have fun and be playful! I think we should retain those things no matter how old we get!