Wow. While reading this I wondered for a moment if I had written it... because you've just basically described me. I wish I could turn procrastination off, but it's like the more I try to do the things that I'm supposed to do, the less I feel like doing them.
Hell, even here on Steemit. I keep telling myself to write my first post and I even sit in front of my computer...and then I end up doing something else. It's a bit(more than a bit) frustrating at times.