I'm lost for words, that was beautiful. I resonated with so many of the internal conflicts that are within the questions you asked of yourself.
I do want it all but the real question is am I willing to do what's require of me to get it. Also is the risk worth the reward. Can I ask an odd question? Do you work outside of Steemit? I mean think I'm asking if your self employed?
As i told your brother @galenkp, I'm really not a stalker I just thoroughly enjoy yours and his writting styles and the varied topics you cover. Not to mention its how I found #teamaustralia which has introduced me to many other awesome Steemians.
Another stalker? ;)
Team Australia is a pretty good community I think and it has been steadily growing which is fantastic to see.
Yes, I have a one-person business consultancy for personnel skill development. Let's just say that I don't really get a lot of sleep (it is 3am now) between work, steemit and family life but they all feed each other and I am hooping that through a few years of hard work, I can create the space for a nap occasionally. :)
I see you commenting a lot which is great to see. Actually, you just posted on my sister-in-law's blog too. @seabreeze
Ah! good to know that mate. So, I suspect what the best gift from me to you could be the next Christmas Eve or earlier. Hahaha
Perhaps, even send you the first one above, jointly with a handful of models more portables to always carry one of them in your pocket or backpack. :)
I would love to spend an afternoon in one of those. Do they come fur-lined?
Well, fur-lined probably not. But I could order them with a very furry and fluffy teddy bear if you like. :)
Lol, It's a small world, at least I'm keeping my stalking in the family.
3am wow, I feel hung over if im up past midnight and I dont even drink. I do love a good nap though and hope you find some time to rest in the near future.