In the part where you say no, you are good at socializing, you are not the only one, I am almost a hermit, I am used to it, spending time with other people as you do is a change in life, in relation to your father, I imagined you smiling with your father , one smile attracts another , you are a simple man and you feel the positive energy when reading , well , I feel it
Oh? Well I guess I'm in good company then my fellow hermit!
The peace sure is nice! But, there are benefits from being around others as well so I'm working on it.
And, yes... Very simple, but also very complex! Simplex! Happy to hear you feel the positive energy! <3