hahaha yeah, I guess those who know me for so long are the ones to know. I think it's because I don't really show it? sometimes I am just lowkey hiding stuff and do things in silent. It's fine if you're not competitive after all we need more people to have cooperative mindset rather than overly competitive. I think standing out in the crowd is fun but I would prefer standing out in our own way and naturally without it being forced. More often than not, we also attract bad apples in our life which can affect your life too. So, it's why I prefer to be quiet but somehow, I felt like that life isn't for me. It's exhausting to hide as well.
Teaching you how to be competitive is as hard as how I also learn how to be less competitive hehe. I think it should come naturally and you shouldn't really sweat much about it. Especially if your life is fine with it. For me, I feel pretty bored with my life and I am seeking some type of thrills and new adventure hehe. Thank you for always reading dalla, I appreciate it.