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beelshops (62)in Actifit • 3 days ago
Back in paradise. My Actifit Diary: May 2 2026
It was hard to get into gear. A long night, short sleep, and overall exhaustion. But the prospect of the day was excellent – going to my favorite place in the Intag valley with…
$1.14
Pending payout amount: $1.14
Breakdown: 0.00 HBD, 8.38 HIVE, 8.38 HP
actifit.pay: 5.00%
Payout in 4 days
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beelzael (74)in Weekend Experiences • 3 days ago
They would've changed the world.
I forgot to clip my toe nails. Which generally isn't a problem, they're well guarded inside socks (I bough new ones, so most don't even have holes), inside sneakers or shoes or…
$1.36
Pending payout amount: $1.36
Breakdown: 0.00 HBD, 0.00 HIVE, 19.97 HP
Payout in 4 days
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beelshops (62)in Actifit • 4 days ago
Baby steps backwards. My Actifit Diary: May 1 2026
Is it Fridays that it hits differently? Or just random? I remember being in the same mood last Friday. Ready to cry at every minute. To punch walls. Diminish people. Give into my…
$0.54
Pending payout amount: $0.54
Breakdown: 0.00 HBD, 3.99 HIVE, 3.99 HP
actifit.pay: 5.00%
Payout in 3 days
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beelzael (74)in Reflections • 5 days ago
How do you apologize?
I have a buddy. I think. He's more of a friend's friend. Actually he's my friend's sponsor, helping him to stay sober and going through the steps and all that. My friend is in a…
$2.24
Pending payout amount: $2.24
Breakdown: 0.00 HBD, 0.00 HIVE, 32.97 HP
Payout in 2 days
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beelzael (74)in Reflections • 19 days ago
Too close to home.
I finished a book. No, not C.S. Lewis’ Abolition of Man, I finished that a while ago, after along struggle. This time, it was “The Road” by Cormac McCarthy, recommended to me by…
$5.24
Past Payouts $5.24
- Author $2.62
- Curators $2.62
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beelzael (74)in Photography Lovers • 19 days ago
They're just here.
Friends I mean. Sometimes it's all that's needed, that they're here for me. Sunday we went to a local brewery. Rather spontaneously. Things came together and there we were, with…
$7.25
Past Payouts $7.25
- Author $3.63
- Curators $3.62
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beelzael (74)in Reflections • 20 days ago
Do you sing praise?
I'm back at reading my favorite diary again, that one by Marcus Aurelius. His thoughts always make me think. This time about praise. He uses the metaphor of beauty, but I think…
$5.32
Past Payouts $5.32
- Author $2.66
- Curators $2.66
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beelzael (74)in Weekend Experiences • 28 days ago
Burn it all away.
There are those moments in life that merit a little self destruction. Or so I told myself, as my hand snapped back quickly, and the smell of burned hair ascended into my nose.…
$5.30
Past Payouts $5.30
- Author $2.65
- Curators $2.65
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beelshops (62)in Actifit • last month
more vacation. My Actifit Diary: April 3 2026
Waking up in the fresh air to the sound of the river roaring, listen to Ellie's calm and regular breathing and to birds all around. We didn't make it late last night, fell asleep…
$0.81
Past Payouts $0.81
- Author $0.41
- Curators & beneficiaries $0.41
> actifit.pay: $0.02
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beelshops (62)in Actifit • last month
Getting it done. My Actifit diary: April 1 2026
I might fall asleep while writing. What a long day. The morning was easy, getting up, coffee, and then straight to the bakery – construction time! Together with my friend and…
$2.30
Past Payouts $2.30
- Author $1.15
- Curators & beneficiaries $1.15
> actifit.pay: $0.06
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beelshops (62)in Actifit • last month
When it hits the fan. My Actifit Diary: March 30 2026
It's on again. I received note of Lily's mom having taken her away again. Not letting anyone know, just disappearing. It's sad, but it seemed to be inevitable. So today is…
$0.46
Past Payouts $0.46
- Author $0.23
- Curators & beneficiaries $0.23
> actifit.pay: $0.01
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beelshops (62)in Actifit • last month
More ghosts, more past. My Actifit Diary: March 27 2026
The Ghosts are just that. Past. Passed away. Situations of former times that I have already dealt with. Whose consequences I already suffered. Going through these messages is…
$2.85
Past Payouts $2.85
- Author $1.43
- Curators & beneficiaries $1.43
> actifit.pay: $0.07
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