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beelzael (73)in Deutsch D-A-CH • 2 days ago
Eine wahrhaft frohe Weihnacht. / A truly merry Christmas.
(English below) Alter, bin ich müde. Die von euch, die auch in den Feiertagen angekommen sind, haben bestimmt ein ähnliches Gefühl. Obwohl außer Mutti keiner von uns irgendwie…
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beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 5 days ago
A kind of Balrog.
I dissipate from myself, take a step back, looking at me and her arguing, surprised. See myself indulging in being mean, in hurting her, because it's easy, she doesn't stand a…
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beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 6 days ago
Back in time.
There are quite a few things about being home that haven't changed. Things that stir up memories. Things that I will miss when back in Ecuador again. Things that have not…
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beelzael (73)in HiveGarden • 8 days ago
Apple Tree & Crumble & Cake
I kind of stole this idea from @deirdyweirdy, who found some apples on the road thanks to her outstanding manifestation skills , leaving every self-proclaimed new-age-guru…
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beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 10 days ago
Terror's long shadow.
This is the first time in Germany in December for me since 2012. For good reasons, I always come between May and August. Northern German weather is generally not amusing this…
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- Author $2.14
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beelzael (73)in Reflections • 11 days ago
I'll buy back in later.
It’s been almost a year as active blogger on Hive now, and I’ve come across a few speculators that sell all their Hive immediately, and say that they’re going to buy it back…
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- Author $2.16
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beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 12 days ago
The ultimate Love Potion.
So, relationships, eh? Every time I think I made up the perfect recipe, found everything I wanted, a woman comes along and makes me mix up everything once again. There just is no…
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beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 13 days ago
Coziness Blues.
I was a bit scared of coming back. The last winter that I spent in Germany was not a good one, probably the good old winter depression thanks to lack of Vit-D. That was 2012.…
$6.46
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- Author $3.24
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beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 14 days ago
Memory, memory.
We are memories. Our hole personality is built on memories, of which most are forgotten, learning experiences we once had, burned into our brains or muscles or nerves, and…
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- Author $1.44
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beelzael (73)in Reflections • 16 days ago
Just more books.
I bought a book today. In a bookstore. Okay, I bought three, but only one was right there, in the discount section. There was a moment of weirdness, as I know both the author as…
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beelzael (73)in Reflections • 17 days ago
Think or feel.
May father and I are very different in how we approach problems, and yesterday he told me about an experience that fascinated him and helped him immensely, solving a problem –…
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kukenan (40)in Aliento • 18 days ago
Introduce Myself Conquistando Cumbres!!!
Bueno primero que nada quiero darle las gracias a esta fabulosa camunidad como es @aliento, por esos primeros pasos que te acompañan para crear tu post y que este viaje de…
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beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 20 days ago
Hugs & Farewells.
This time tomorrow I'm in Guayaquil, and in 26h on a flight to Germany. If everything goes well, bureaucracy has its weird way here... I had to change the permit to leave the…
$6.38
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beelzael (73)in Reflections • 24 days ago
Teaching Communication.
We're having a few problems at the school, and most of it has to do with communication leading to misaligned expectations. Managing expectations is a key part of communication…
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- Author $2.93
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beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 25 days ago
Envy the silence.
What I envy most about what other Hive writers have: vocabulary (deirdyweirdy) discipline in writing high quality pieces every day (Tarazkp) having the most amazing…
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- Author $1.44
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beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 26 days ago
Carry on.
Almost had another panic attack today. Lily and I will travel to Germany in a week. Usually, I use her Ecuadorian passport to get out of Ecuador and back into it, and her German…
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- Author $3.31
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beelzael (73)in HiveGarden • 29 days ago
I would find a way. Always.
An emotional breakdown, a bend-over fingernail, a war against the jungle and as of today, also an anxiety attack - my new garden at Pandala has its shares of events. On the…
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- Author $1.17
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beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • last month
Expectation management.
Ah, good old expectations. So easy to create, so hard to adjust, almost impossible to have them match reality. All those self-help-crook-books seemingly teaching you how to be…
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- Author $3.31
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beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • last month
Well, then... what?
This week was not my favorite. And yet it was. I feel like I got everything and nothing done, like I'm in a limbo. Lily is with her mom, who moved here to Cotacachi, spending…
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- Author $2.80
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beelzael (73)in Reflections • last month
Appropriate Information.
I’m trying to wrap my head around “excessive violence” and “reasonable use of power” and related terms. I wrote a post about some of the underlying mechanisms, and while…
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