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beelzael (74)in Weekend Experiences • yesterday
80s and stuff.
I must say I was hesitant to go out today. Yesterday was rough, and today wasn't that much better. Still much chaos inside, and a that nerve-wrecking sadness. But I had said…
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beelzael (74)in HiveGarden • 3 days ago
Here's for what's to come.
First a rant. Sorry. Needed that. Everything seems to be crumbling right now. Almost all those exclamation points I relied on are turning into question marks. Not on purpose.…
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beelzael (74)in Reflections • 5 days ago
Biting myself.
If you have assumed any character beyond your strength, you have both demeaned yourself ill in that and quitted one which you might have supported. Epictetus, The…
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beelzael (74)in Photography Lovers • 7 days ago
Not sure about today. (Favorites from last week)
Photos is being inconsiderate with me. "Do you remember that day 1 year ago? 2 years ago? 3 years ago?" Yes. Of course I do. And yes, I remember all those pictures of my daughter…
$1.83
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beelzael (74)in Weekend Experiences • 7 days ago
I need a hero.
There is no end. Ever. Every time I reach the next stage, it's like the dust of the fight to get there settles and there's another platform above me. Another me. An even better…
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beelzael (74)in Weekend Experiences • 9 days ago
Clap Clap.
I woke up a little angry today. A mix of disappointment and fulfilled foreboding. I don't snap when I'm angry, not anymore, most of the time I just retract and try to get live…
$1.55
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beelzael (74)in Worldmappin • 11 days ago
Cleansing. (Balsapamba Cascades, Intag Valley, Ecuador)
Do you have a magical place that you always return to? That has a special vibe to it, bringing you peace and clarity for no reason? When you sit down next to it, breath in, and…
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- Author $12.28
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beelzael (74)in Reflections • 12 days ago
Adapt or conquer.
I’m reading a book by Sartre. I don’t really know why, as it’s neither well written nor an interesting story. It seems like someone trying to form a story around philosophy. I’d…
$5.96
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- Author $2.98
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beelzael (74)in Photography Lovers • 14 days ago
Courthouse walks. (Last week's favorites)
Last week was a mixed bag. I think I took the best pictures just randomly, without thinking too much. Just something that I said "Oh, I could take a picture of that" and then…
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beelzael (74)in Weekend Experiences • 16 days ago
Coming from dreams into reality.
Eric Clapton. Pink Floyd. Beatles. Paul Kalkbrenner. Stoto. Deep Purple. Morning music. I wake up in a mood. Like everyone else I'd guess. Especially on the weekend. No alarm…
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beelzael (74)in Reflections • 16 days ago
Shadow and Flame.
10 day countdown. Then it’s her birthday, and I won’t be able to be there. I’m not sure yet how hard that will hit me, and how I will react, how I will perceive the world, how I…
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beelzael (74)in Photography Lovers • 21 days ago
Old and withered. (Last week's favorite pictures)
This will be more of a show-room for Ecuador/Cotacachi, or a very specific part of it. It was Friday when I realized that I hadn't taken many pictures. Not a good start for…
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beelzael (74)in Weekend Experiences • 22 days ago
Could have been worse.
7 and a half years ago, I had no idea where my daughter was. She was around 6 months old, and her mom had taken her away. She had put a lawsuit against me for supposed…
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beelzael (74)in Reflections • 26 days ago
Chaos will come.
Either it is a well-arranged universe or a chaos huddled together, but still a universe. But can a certain order subsist in thee, and disorder in the All? And this too when all…
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beelzael (74)in Photography Lovers • 27 days ago
Solstice sets. (Favorite photos of last week)
Inti Raymi! Kind of the biggest party we have here in Ecuador. Especially in the regions that are mainly indigenous. While last year came with quite a bit of rain, this time it's…
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- Author $3.44
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beelzael (74)in Weekend Experiences • 29 days ago
Scream-Sing-Whateverthisis.
After listening to a lot of electronic music recently, @manuvert reported about a concert he went to. Bands I hadn't heard of, and the curious person I am, I put them on - and…
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beelzael (74)in HiveGarden • last month
Chop Chop!
The gardening is going forward! This time, I spent two afternoons reducing huge piles of branches to neatly separated piles of twigs and woods, and the green part into the…
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beelzael (74)in Reflections • last month
A Brave New World. Again.
The first goal was based on a foul! I followed the match closely because I was benched in by office after a bomb warning! My sister in law had a point. Pavlovic did control…
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beelzael (74)in Worldmappin • last month
There and back again.
“What is the most boring thing you have ever done?” went through my head when I left the cabins and just started walking down the road, deeper into the Intag Valley. I had no…
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beelzael (74)in Reflections • last month
Angst, Angest and Anxiety.
Angest er Frihedens Svimmelhed, en Svimmelhed, der kommer, naar Friheden vil gaae over i sin Mulighed, og idet den da seer ned i sit eget Svælg, saa styrter den. Absolutely…
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