PostsCommentsPayoutsbeelzael (73)in PRAETORIA • yesterdayDoom or Prosperity?I went deep, deep into Land Math. Took me a few hours to calculate it all, and it's far from perfect, but I was able to get quite a few nice conclusions, tables and plots. I hope…beelzael (73)in PRAETORIA • 4 days agoFinally something to calculate! Land Card CraftingI just burned 340,000 Grain (7,400 DEC) and $5 (8250 DEC) worth of Chaos Legion cards - and all I got from that is this: All? That could be something quite nice! But let's…beelzael (73)in Reflections • 4 days agoTeaching Communication.We're having a few problems at the school, and most of it has to do with communication leading to misaligned expectations. Managing expectations is a key part of communication…beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 5 days agoEnvy the silence.What I envy most about what other Hive writers have: vocabulary (deirdyweirdy) discipline in writing high quality pieces every day (Tarazkp) having the most amazing…beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 6 days agoCarry on.Almost had another panic attack today. Lily and I will travel to Germany in a week. Usually, I use her Ecuadorian passport to get out of Ecuador and back into it, and her German…beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 8 days agoI'm officially a model now.▶️ Watch on 3Speak This. Was. AMAZING!Last Saturday, we met among many friends at NuevoSol, a clothing factory close to my town, Cotacachi. They create everything by…beelzael (73)in HiveGarden • 9 days agoI would find a way. Always.An emotional breakdown, a bend-over fingernail, a war against the jungle and as of today, also an anxiety attack - my new garden at Pandala has its shares of events. On the…beelzael (73)in PRAETORIA • 11 days agoStone ain't worth it anymore.Prologue So, I did it. It's kind of ironic, after doing all my calculations for the perfect land plot and such based on stone - it has become almost worthless. It's impressive…beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 12 days agoExpectation management.Ah, good old expectations. So easy to create, so hard to adjust, almost impossible to have them match reality. All those self-help-crook-books seemingly teaching you how to be…beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 14 days agoWell, then... what?This week was not my favorite. And yet it was. I feel like I got everything and nothing done, like I'm in a limbo. Lily is with her mom, who moved here to Cotacachi, spending…beelzael (73)in Reflections • 15 days agoAppropriate Information.I’m trying to wrap my head around “excessive violence” and “reasonable use of power” and related terms. I wrote a post about some of the underlying mechanisms, and while…beelzael (73)in Reflections • 17 days agoAppropriate Escalation.Tuesday, 14th of October, Otavalo was turned into a warzone. Since then, I’m thinking about “reasonable reactions” or “appropriate reactions”, and what leads to the discrepancy…beelzael (73)in LeoFinance • 19 days agoSurprise visit for our Jamsession! (3speak try out)▶️ Watch on 3Speak Friday was a slow day. Incredibly rainy and cold, and besides my buddy Dave, the guitarist that I host the jam sessions with, no other musicians came.…beelzael cross-posted @stacyloesch/ecuador-paro-2025-observations-from-an-expat-herestacyloesch (55)in #paro2025 • 21 days agoEcuador Paró 2025 - Observations from an expat here.Paró 2025 is over. Another one coming soon? The Paró of 2025 lasted for about 30 days from September 22, 2025 to October 22. After the Paró was over in a Facebook post a…beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 22 days agoWhat kind of questions are those???Well, crap. Morals, ethics and BBQ with Galen. Just like with the breasty volcano picture, it seems like he’s dead set to out me, to do that thing that is always frowned upon…beelzael (73)in Reflections • 22 days agoWhat the spirit?Lily is in a Waldorf School. Today, we had adult school. An interesting man who studied Anthroposophy for 50 years talked. And I encountered my nemesis question – why don’t I…beelzael (73)in HiveGarden • 24 days agoOff to new gardens.I have a new project. Something to start from basically 0. That is a good excuse to start a #gardenjournal, don't you think? In May, we moved the bakery to a new location.…beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 26 days ago10 year flashback.It's 2016. I just finished the sales out of the trailer that is attached to my bike. I can stash around 100$ worth of bread in there, and that's more or less the production of…beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 27 days agoSilhouette of a Wolf.The one fight is omnipresent these days in my life. In everything I do, everything I feel, it's there. Lurking. Shadowing. Dripping poison. I'm aware, I truly am, conscious…beelzael (73)in Splinterlands • 29 days agoLeeching Hunger.How to effectively use the combination of Lorkus and Gramel.