PostsCommentsPayoutsbeelzael (75)in Reflections • 2 days agoBecoming a wallflower.Today my aunt send me a message, asking about progress with the case around Lily. We hadn't been close, actually hadn't spoken with each other for years before we all met at my…beelzael (75)in Reflections • 4 days agoWomen's rights destroyed marriage.Ellie sent me an Instagram story the other day with a rather provoking headline (and it wasn't much more) about some celebrity (Fausto Miño) saying: Women's rights changed…beelzael (75)in Photography Lovers • 5 days agoTracks to get back on.The perks of being back at full time work is getting up at 5am and leaving the house at dawn. Most of the times, the colors are simply spectacular, and sometimes I have the time…beelzael (75)in Photography Lovers • 13 days agoSearching for beauty.10 days ago, I found myself at the bottom of the hole yet again. I wasn't photographing anything anymore for a week then, maybe more. I was taking pictures, yes, but nothing to…beelzael (75)in Weekend Experiences • 21 days agoPress hold and all the dreams collide.It's been a shit week. It's been a great week, honestly, I've got so much done, made so much progress, solved many problems and had much success. And yet it was a painful one.…beelzael (75)in PRAETORIA • 23 days agoIt's a kind of magic.Prologue I did it. Twice. I pulled the trigger on a magical plot - thanks to one of my favorite land-trading partners, @keeegs. He helped me consolidate the biggest chunk of my…beelzael (75)in Weekend Experiences • 29 days agoIt's hard enough to live.I'm still losing the battle against myself. And the scary part is that I care less and less about it. The ego seems to be taking over, the superficial me, pushing the self aside.…beelzael (75)in PRAETORIA • last monthHow much rent should you pay for production cards?Prologue I built a new calculator. Because good old @spltrader built in a new feature by my request into their Splinterland Marketplace. PP per DEC! That is really…beelzael (75)in Reflections • last monthThe shit and the fan.I don't write anymore. I don't take pictures anymore. I don't read anymore. I don't curate anymore. I'm stuck and I don't know how to get out. I cry. I meditate. I work. I…beelzael (75)in Reflections • last monthHow to sell everything.Love selling our bread. It’s easy when you have a conviction of selling something really, really good. High quality. Healthy – for most parts, we do have the coconut buns. But I…beelzael (75)in Photography Lovers • last monthFire, birds and seeds. (Favorites Photos last 2 weeks)Last week was interesting. I think I'm finally recovering and catching up with work. And writing. I almost didn't write at all, although I had so many ideas in mind! And now so…beelzael (75)in Weekend Experiences • last monthMusic changing gears.I went to a concert today. It was a bad day for me, but going to the benefit concert in favor of Lily's former school was a good idea. Being around the other parents. Listening…beelzael (75)in Threespeak • last monthFighting fire with sticks and rugs. I left the house early today. 3.30am, to be precise. Dropped by the bakery and loaded some more Granola Bars and Chocolate Chip Cookies, and then went to the gathering point. I…beelzael (75)in Photography Lovers • last monthA burning mountain and its helpers.I'm very tired. I just came back from driving around "comuneros", the indigenous that live in the communities around Mt. Cotacachi. The national reservation…beelzael (75)in Weekend Experiences • 2 months agoThat what you desire."The flat is a mess," I say to myself. "You're a mess!" replies the flat. "Yeah. Let's change that," mumble I, looking at the dust brought in by summer winds, covering…beelzael (75)in Snapie • 2 months agoWhat I'm missing in Hive, got tailored in Hive-Grove and why I post it for Snapie.A chat. Since the beginning, that's what's missing for me. Obviously, when I started, I had no idea how that could work. I tried the weird PeakD chat, but Azircon, Galenkp and…beelzael (75)in Reflections • 2 months agoWhat I read about work today.I haven't been able to read much these days, and I feel bad always just writing, without thoroughly curating, so I thought I'd read posts, and correlate them to what I was…beelzael (75)in Photography Lovers • 2 months agoMovement. (Last week's favorites Photographs, Part 2)I've had a day, I can tell you. A real day. Our sales person jumped ship, and today was his last day, so I went on and worked it with him to see how things are going, meet new…beelzael (75)in Photography Lovers • 2 months agoLights out. (Last Week's Favorite Photos Part 1)I LOVE stars. Okay, most people do. Unfortunately, for those of us that don't live in the Australian outback, 500 miles away from the next light source, the necessity of…beelzael (75)in Weekend Experiences • 2 months agoFamily Day.It's been a long day already. I'm debating whether to go to a concert or just call it a day and chill out. Getting up at 6am on a Saturday isn't that bad - if it wasn't for a…