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maryam.charmi (45)in #life • 8 years ago
Forget about others , in the darkness even your shadown leaves you alone.
So what can we expect from others? There would be many who would nd come nd go. Some would leave an impact nd others would turn out to be a harsh lesson. But it's ok you would…
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maryam.charmi (45)in #eyes • 8 years ago
Eyes
NO. Yes, the grief did soften me but at the same time it makes me want to kill myself. I wake up every morning and wish I were dead. No, my suffering did not strengthen me.…
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maryam.charmi (45)in #love • 8 years ago
It’s interesting that I read it the opposite way “if
you’ve never cried lying in your bed... then I’m sorry”. I did cry like that, quite a few times. Most of the time freely but sometimes having to be silent because my daughter…
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maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 8 years ago
have to live in a world
I have to live in a world where things are possible. The part of me that lives beyond all other things needs to live in possibility- in a chance that things, good things, must…
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maryam.charmi (45)in #life • 8 years ago
I have to live in a world where things are possible.
The part of me that lives beyond all other things needs to live in possibility- in a chance that things, good things, must still lay ahead. Without that I lose all will to…
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maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 8 years ago
Happened so frequently over 3 to 4 years in the past, including almost an entire year
Happened so frequently over 3 to 4 years in the past, including almost an entire year of crying every damn night and then waking up crying. But now the same things just don't…
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maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 8 years ago
It’s been 5 months I started walking every morning at 4:30 am from my comfort home to workplace
❤️. It’s been 5 months I started walking every morning at 4:30 am from my comfort home to workplace . It takes me 30 to 45 minutes . Those almost an hour of walking it didn’t…
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maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 8 years ago
like to be that one who will listen to everything
I like to be that one who will listen to everything you want to say, everything that you need to say. I like to advice people as they need. I like to be the one who gives the…
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maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 8 years ago
Personally,i love you
i was raised by very traditional parents and i was brought up being afraid of the rod and/or the palm of my mother's hand - things that'd hit me if i did something wrong. That is…
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maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 8 years ago
and stare at the birds drowning in the darkness of dawn"
I remember biking to work at like... 4 in the morning. The route I took goes by this big river and it's pitch black. There were geese and they flew away into over water as I…
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maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 8 years ago
The "crime and punishment" system used to raise
The "crime and punishment" system used to raise children doesn't teach right from wrong. It teaches conformity. It says "do what you are told or there will be consequences"…
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maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 8 years ago
Love can you hear me out? Can you hear my
Love can you hear me out? Can you hear my thoughts? Can I tell you whats bothering me? Can I talk to you about stuffs about problems insecurities and my never ending rants? I…
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maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 8 years ago
Not even friends and family unfortunately
Not even friends and family unfortunately. Not even if they say they do. Actions or lack there of speak louder than words. Doesn't mean I stopped loving them, just means they…
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maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 8 years ago
This is not good for anyone
This is not good for anyone. We must share what's all inside us even to few people, our loved ones because we will just make the situation more complicated than it is, you'll…
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maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 8 years ago
just made another note about how I feel being a burden to others
I just made another note about how I feel being a burden to others 😞 I don't talk to people, Im just making a note in my phone about how I feel whenever I get depress especially…
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maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 8 years ago
the analogy of the people who pretend to love but only want something from you) so I see this as the woman hugging it is a predato
I love cacti. Beautiful amazingly clever plants that can grow and thrive in dry climates, where most plants won't survive. They need those spikes for protection from predators…
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maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 8 years ago
I think it is much easier to open up to someone you
I think it is much easier to open up to someone you don't know or to a person you've never really met 'cause you can be very candid and can talk without reservations. You don't…
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maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 8 years ago
It's about getting a response
It's about getting a response to feel like you have people who care about you and understand you, and it's hard to find that sometimes. It's rare nowadays, and you may have…
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maryam.charmi (45)in #time • 8 years ago
it actually made me sad
it actually made me sad. i just knew that my bestfriend for years doesnt rlly know me because i wasnt telling him those 'kind' of thoughts because he's busy studying back at…
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maryam.charmi (45)in #humble • 8 years ago
Talking to you feels a lot like being Alice in Wonderland
Talking to you feels a lot like being Alice in Wonderland— I have all these questions and you're an open book with all the words done backwards in a language I have never before…
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