Rain drops hit the rooftops, flowed through the rooftops, drenched in muddy dry ground. Flies to the deepest soil. Orchards and jasmine plants were happy to welcome him, but Rahma was sad. Her heart was pounding nine times, her heart was sluggish, her blood flow was slow. Rahma remembers her lover, Aris. Rahma wanted to hug him, hug him, and joke around. But it's too late, Aris has gone far. Indeed, regret will not be at the forefront of the incident, and that is the theory. Rahma's house looked lonely, there was only a yellow cat with her that day, she was playing music on her computer, a mellow song. Yes, like Rahma's mood. So mellow. Usually, there is always Rahma's memories with Aris every day. Sending short messages, calling or even Aris visiting Rahma's house, but now it's all over. Time will not be playable.
The beginning of their meeting. Rahma attended the Campus Introductory Study Orientation (OSPEK), at the beginning of her college term. Aris was the manager of that activity. The old saying, "From the eyes down to the heart" has hypnotized them both. Rahma likes to stare at Aris, in the middle of activity. When Aris was busy taking care of her juniors, including Rahma. Aris also had a sense of chemistry when looking at Rahma, there was a strong feeling in her, it was difficult to define in words or words. On the beach, the place where the closing ceremony of OSPEK was held. Aris approached Rahma, at the right time. Rahma was sitting alone waiting for her friend to get some food. Aris approached slowly to start a light chat. To familiarize yourself with the worship of his heart.
"Rahma," said Aris. Feeling nervous attacked his body. Rahma, too, did not understand Aris's intent this time. What's so sudden about Aris being so serious?
“Yes, Sis.” Answer Rahma.
"In this life, what are you afraid to lose from you?" Ask Aris trying hard. Aris is known for his high sense of humor, and is rarely serious. Except when he was playing chess. Although he loves humor, he is very assertive, brave and intelligent. He was also believed to be the Chief Operating Officer at that time.
"Dear mother," replied Rahma slowly.
"Why?" Ask Aris again.
“Mother is so important to all the children in the world, without a mother there is no such thing as a child. And that heaven is on my feet, right? When we lose a mother's love, keep Allah's blessing away from us. " Obviously Rahma. Aris paused for a moment and nodded to Rahma's words. He pondered, brainwashed, developing strategies for how to direct the conversation as he planned.
"What about older sister? What you hope for cannot be lost. " Rahma asked back.
"Love," replied Aris briefly. Rahma was startled in her heart, wondering if Aris had given her the answer.
“Love?”
“Yes, Love.”
"Get Rahma the reason, Sis?"
"Because I love you, Rahma."
"({})" Rahma gulped, saying nothing, her face red in shame. Her heart is in bloom, spring is in her heart.
"Is it wrong for me to love you, Rahma?" Rahma shook her head while allowing her position to be slightly erratic. Not his wrong position, but he's the wrong man.
"Rahma, I love you." Aris repeated his words. Rahma nodded slowly. With a smile on his lips, the sweetest knot smiled for Aris in front of him.
Rahma is always happy with Aris, they seem to have been met by God to be together. In the future, they will continue their studies after the end of Aris college. Rahma is currently studying in the first semester, while Aris is in eighth grade. Just wait for the script to finish, and then test and release. Their days were fun, never broken. Although their home is very far, their hearts are close. "Deep in the eye close to the heart" is how the language of love falls.
Aris lives with her mother, accompanied by her two younger sisters. Ira, who is in fourth grade and Mia, is a sophomore. For the sake of their livelihood, Aris helped her mom cook cake every morning. At night, Mom and Aris didn't sleep any faster. Because it has to cook the dough to cook at dawn, if it is cooked before ten or eleven o'clock, the cake sold in the morning is not good. Because it's cold. By living independently, Aris learned to spend the day with perseverance and patience, though their family was simple. They are still grateful, because there are many people out there who are worse off than they are.
Getting to know Rahma has added color to Aris' life. Rahma with ample family background has never lowered Aris in front of her. Rahma always gets along with everyone without any love. He loved helping his friends. Rahma lives with her father and mother, while her sisters are married and leave home to live with their husbands. Rahma with shy character, and high manners. She was a beloved child of those who looked up to her, the long veil of flowers always covering her beauty and radiating the Muslim female aura. Rahma's relationship with Aris is very close, both Rahma's family and Aris's family are very friendly and accepting of their relationship.
Lately, Aris has a lot of headaches. It looks like he's not well. Her mother had to cook Cake with her youngest sister, Ira. No matter what attacked Aris's health, they didn't really understand it. He may be working too hard to ignore the situation. His mother, Mrs. Tati, was so worried about Aris' condition that she often persuaded her son to visit the nearest health center to check his health. According to the nurse, Aris is nothing but fatigue and lack of rest. Aris had never been in bed for a long time, spoiling her illness. He keeps trying to be strong, even though he looks very fragile.
Aris returned to her activities, selling cookies with Mom, going to college and helping her siblings do their chores. That morning, Aris relapsed, now her chest was tight, her breath was tight, her stomach was full. Mrs. Tati was very surprised to see what happened to her eldest son.
"Aris, Aris, why are you" asked Mrs. Tati in a hurry and looked at her son with a glance. The look of his face shriveled, the old lines flowing down his back.
Aris couldn't speak, her voice stuck in her throat. He was just holding his chest, controlling his own breathing, but it was very difficult for him. Mrs. Tati tells Mia to call Pak Ali; next door is a physician in their area of residence. Pak Ali rushes over to Tati and Aris who is still lying in front of his mother. Immediately Pak Ali, gave a spell reading to a bottle of water. Then he hands it to Mrs. Tati for a drink on Aris. Not magic, not magic, not even imagining, just minutes after drinking water from Pak Ali, Aris is a little better, He can already begin to explain his condition to his mother.
"Aris is all right," said the plan aris.
"Thank you, kid," replied Tati.
After Aris recovered from her illness that morning, her mother invited Aris to the hospital, to find out exactly what Aris had. With the help of medical personnel and complete equipment at the hospital, the Regional General Hospital (RSUD). Aris at diagnosis had severe mag, his stomach was thinning and filled with wounds. The character of a very disciplined but reversed person has a bad habit of holding back until his work is done.
Rahma is a friend, friend and lover of Aris. They are very friendly and happy. With Rahma's shy demeanor, she looked like a beautiful woman in Aris's eyes. Women should be shy, if they are too aggressive, it will reduce their elegance. Aris is a humorist, He can make Rahma always smile and laugh, although Rahma often complains, when her boyfriend is serious. To see each other's faces, Aris had to go to Rahma's house or meet Rahma on campus. Their romance is not what it is today; weekly two, two shopping, two shopping. There is no weekly day with Aris's lover. But beyond that, Rahma is well aware of Aris's situation. They continue to communicate despite their distance. Exchanging text messages or phone calls has become a powerful antidote to their relationship defenses.
"Rahma, I miss you." Uncover Aris on the back of her phone. She really misses her lover. This week he was unable to go to campus or to Rahma's house to see and meet him. He hoped the same expression would come out of Rahma's thin lips. However, Rahma never utters that phrase. He was very careful about his words, he was also very ashamed of his feelings. Maybe some women are like Rahma, ashamed to reveal, when they want to say it.
“Yes, sis. How are you doing? " replied Rahma. He didn't express his longing. He wants Aris to know without revealing it. Yes, Aris is very aware of that feeling, but he wants that flickering tongue to speak for her.
"Now I'm a little better" Aris briefly. Answer Rahma's question, which diverts from the initial theme of her talk. Aris does not take turns, He just runs the path that Rahma made, because He loves her lover so much, She wants Rahma to feel safe when she is close to him.
“How are you, how. Rahma? ” connect Aris.
"Thank God it was really good too, sis."
Their conversations are very straightforward and fun, even though they rarely talk about each other's feelings. They do not experience serious disruption in romance. They understand each other, they believe in each other, that is the solid foundation they are building to build their love castle.
Within a month Aris will be performing a hypertension test. At her home, as she was reviewing her research results, Aris suddenly fainted. Her busy mother in the new kitchen found out half an hour later when she entered Aris's room, her face shocked to see her son's body lying on the floor near her study chair. Her siblings are not home, still in school. Mrs. Tati's mind was shaking, what she was going to do, her brain was pounding, the worry was clearly on her face. Immediately he lifted the plan of Aris's body, moving it closer to the bed. Aris fainted for a while. Mrs. Tati gulped, sitting beside Aris waiting for her to realize. Because he was sure his son was not dead, he was still very warm when he touched her.
"Oh God, what happened to my son?" inward.
One hour Mrs. Tati was in a quiet mood, her mind wandering, jumping out the door, searching for answers, when her son woke up. Aris began to regain her memory, her eyes opened, her voice greeted her mother, Mrs. Tati.
"Aris is fine, ma'am." The low tone came out of her lips which still seemed to vibrate.
“Never mind, kid. Just take a break, ”Mrs. Tati replied as she handed Aris a glass of white water.
After her siblings from school, Mrs. Tati invited Aris and others to RSUD, to check on Aris' health. Aris still can't get up, needs to be pushed up to stand or walk. Ira and Mia are told by her mother to seek help from neighbors to send Aris to the hospital. After being diagnosed with a doctor, Aris was decided to take her medication until her health returned to normal.
Rahma gets word from a short message from Ira, Aris's younger sister. He hurried to the hospital. On the way, his mood was euphoric, his memory fluttering in the air seeking news of the pain of his heart. He never imagined Aris' disease so severe. He remembers his uncle who died a year ago, because of a leak. But the thought soon faded. She hopes that God will provide healing for her beloved. The door to the lounge was open, Rahma saw Mrs. Tati, Ira, and Mia sitting next to Aris lying helplessly, only a smile of rigidity lingered on her lips as she saw Rahma approach her.
One day after being deployed, Rahma received word that Aris' health had dropped dramatically, but yesterday it appeared that she was improving. Rahma with her father and mother rushed to the hospital.
In the treatment room he saw Mrs. Tati with a wrinkled face, a worried look on her face. Rahma and Aris's family surrounded her bed. Aris smiled at everyone, smiling to the delight of those who saw her. The smile was clear that he wanted to look strong and he would recover, but it looked like Aris was pushing it.
Mrs. Tati held Aris's hand, sadness could not be covered. Her tears were slowly flowing down her cheeks. Aris tried to raise her hand, but she was powerless and her hands fell back to the bed.
"Sorry Aris, ma'am. Aris has been a mess for mom, so today we can still cook cake, Mia and Ira are still in school. Sorry Aris, Mom. ” Her voice was so weak, Mrs. Tati's tears were flowing. Saying nothing, He just kissed his son's forehead, and kept crying in tears.
Rahma's father leaned against the wall, his mother holding Ny Tati's shoulder, urging her to remain firm in this situation. Mia and Ira standing in front of her brother also leaned back against the wall. It seems that they are very upset about the situation in Aris.
Aris stared at Rahma, back she tried to smile. But it's not perfect. Rahma approached him and replied Aris' smile. Rahma's eyes were warming with tears. "Rahma, I'm sorry for worrying you. I really miss you a lot. " Aris's tone of voice was barely heard. Rahma just nodded, unable to say a word. Her tears started to flow. Aris tried again to delete it, but failed. His hands couldn't reach Rahma's face and fell back on the bed. Rahma didn't understand what Aris meant, she just kept quiet. His dad nodded. Then Rahma kissed Aris's eyebrows.
Aris stared at them one by one. As he looked at Rahma, he paused. Her eyes seemed to explain something, but Rahma couldn't grasp her meaning. Then Aris closed her eyes and a smile decorated her lips. Rahma thinks Aris is tired after talking a lot and sleeping. But it turns out Aris has closed his eyes forever. Rahma found out after Mrs. Tati was hysterical and fainted.
"Innalilahi wine wine rojiun" the phrase came out of the mouth of everyone in the room. There appeared Aris's last breath and her smile lingered on her dry lips.
Rahma's mother, Mia and Ira are busy taking care of Mrs. Tati. Rahma's father came out of the room, informing the hospital staff of the grief news. Rahma is crying. Tears all burst as Aris returned to him. It seems that God loves her more than anyone else. God did not want to see Aris suffer any longer for the pain she suffered.
Loneliness and loneliness are now Rahma's best friends in her day. Sometimes he recounts his story with Aris, as he smiles at OSPEK activities, when he greets Rahma, when Aris looks at him in the nursing home. Rahma misses her lover so much, "I miss you so much Rahma," the expression still stuck in her mind. He really wants to reply. But time will never return, He regrets never expressing his true feelings to Aris, He is selfish. He always wanted to be understood by Aris, but he didn't understand Aris's feelings. Now Rahma can only pray. May Aris be here in peace. May his sins be forgiven.
"Sister Aris, Rahma misses you too." Rahma said, tears streaming down her cheeks.
“Why should I be embarrassed to express my feelings to her when I love her so much. Brother Aris, I'm sorry Rahma. Yes, Robb ... Forgive my sins. "
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