Since a few weeks I do not feel well since a few weeks
it might be because I am detoxifying, am not taking prednisone since over 2 weeks, my intestines are painful, I still have ear infections and a headache and I am not in the mood to do anything, but I still go on.
One of the kids has paypal trouble.
For some reason SMS is not received to verify...? So we first tried out if it was possible to receive SMS at all. I texted: test123. It was received it so it is not the phone(number).
All my days seem to be busy.
I try to keep my agenda empty. I hate appointments and they make me nervous. No matter if I go to the dentist, hospital, vet, school, there is a celebration comming up, I need to go to the bank or someone intends to pay me a visit... I hate it. Mainly because these are unexpected things and other people decide how I need to spend my time. I can not stand the fact my time is claimed by others (school is number one).
This Friday it is decorating for the school its Carnival celebration.
I have no intentions to give a hand and intend to go to the internet cafe. I hope their internet is better as mine.
If there is something I do not like it is Carnival and so do my kids. We are no party animals, do not like to dress like an idiot and can not afford to pay for the food (moms make, I am not willing to do so any longer) and which is not our food/taste.
In the past 12 weeks there were extra art lessons.
For 12 weeks I waited for 3 hours till it was over. Twelve weeks back home at 7pm (usually my bedtime).
One of my kids already did some test and this Saturday there is an other test. I feel annoyed about the fact it is planned in the weekend and also starts at 9am (which means I have to wake up at 6 am and hurry to be there in time).
After that I need to hurry to be present at that stupid Carnival. To be honest we are all upset and annoyed about it. School parties always turn out to be the most boring parties there are and worse of all I have nothing in common with the parents hanging around there and stuffing themselves like geese.
The picture is made by me with my smartphone Samsung J5.
This is my entry at the daily #5minute-freewrite with the prompt test see @mariannewest and @freewritehouse.
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I hope you're feeling better soon, and I totally feel for you and the way parents are pressured or guilt-tripped into supporting these school carnivals and parties. Busy work! Token gestures! But I will say no more. I'm a curmudgeon. And here is today's prompt: https://steemit.com/freewrite/@mariannewest/day-487-5-minute-freewrite-tuesday-prompt-cliff-hanger
I had it after all these year (33). Thanks for the deliverence, just posted my freewrite
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