Forgive me. I will try to stay decent.

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I just wrote a post and deleted it cause it was too depressing.

I have very little to give these days.

I spent too many years caring about the world and about others. Now I want mine. Forgive me. I’ll still try to be decent.

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I just finished the book how i find freedom in an unfree world maybe you'll find it interesting.

That title is nice

I don't think it's that easy to turn into a sociopath brother, bad days come, sometimes bad years even, but then they go.

Also it's not a bad thing to focus on getting your own shit together, even exclusively for a while. that doesn't make you a bad person. It's hard to be your best self if you're living in a van down by the river. For real.

Realistically I think all we can hope to pull off in this world is to not hurt others. You're obviously not the kind of person who would hurt someone else to get yours so don't worry amigo. You'll come through this and be stronger for it.

lol you don't know the part of me that doesn't see the light of day very often...I spent years trying to uninstall that program. I wonder if it can ever go away but at least I've overwhelmed it with a lot of positive and proactive other programs that usually get more screen time.

Thanks man <3

Hi sir how are you, It looks you are not good at all. Some days are tough sir. Don't get depress sir.
Share your feeling with your family or loved ones that will help you a lot. This works for me a lot of time.

I'm fine now...things are still intense but I'm ok. I already got kicked out of one country, trying not to get kicked out of my second :-D Thank you for being here

oh that is bad sir, ok do what you have to do stay there sir.
stay safe 🙏

We all have bad days. Don't beat yourself up.
Tomorrow will be better. Forget what you are not proud of. We will.

That's sweet, I'm ok, just dealing with a lot of complications and brick walls but I'm a warrior :-P Thank you!

Sending you a smile from a tired entrepreneuriel solo mom who is having to resolve a new home & biz premises before christmas... whilst already deeply in debt.

My best offering to you? Write down & speak out your gratitude. For everything. For Hive & people who respond & your next breath. For having enough to give out. For sleep & rest & time.

Breathe. Sending you a hug.

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I wish I knew how to feel gratitude when I'm at the bottom. Well, the good news is, I can never stay at the bottom for long, I always find a way out of it after a few hours or days at worst....even when things aren't any easier. I hope you are the same. Sending your 100x your hugs

Mr. Pineapple I hope you get back to your usual pineapple self again

Thank you <3 I'm already half way back

oh...I know this wave...and know this mood.
Just remember - Universe loves you.

Lol I'm glad I didn't respond to this yesterday! <3 You are one of my new favorites

were you still agressive and deressed yesterday?
I tried to write something that I would like to hear from anyone when I have this trash mood;)

Hey least you don't have people around you trying to declare that you're selfish just because you are a bit over endlessly giving for a little while :)

I'd say chill and take it easy for a bit but I don't know what it is you need to do right now so whatever it is do that :)

im applying to jobs with a very tight deadline and very few choices, not very ideal choices, and at the same time appealing to that guy you keep calling what he is to try and get a damn visa, and also preparing to go in and see if immigration will give me a pass because of corona or not. And a lot of extra work that each of those entails

That's all pretty stressful. Definitely do whatever you need to recentre during downtimes x_x

HOW ARE YOU?

Undeniably Unbelievably Unapologetically Unceremoniously Unsure of how I am :-D

ahaha:))
you're better;)

Fuck... Now i want to read the depressing post... You don't have it out there yet?

I can be depressing anytime 😉 December special menu. Feeling better already but stressed!

I can be depressing anytime

I believe we all can hahahaha but is better when we choose not to. Glad to read you´re better now. Remember that everything has a solution, just need to find it.