Hi, guys!
So, a new week has begun, and now I need to put all my effort into making sure the plan I made for myself works exactly as planned. This means I really need to work hard to find a balance between work and rest, and it looks like it will require much more effort than I thought. At the very least, this is evidenced by the fact that I've been struggling with it for two weeks now, and everything is going haywire. So this week, I plan to be more focused and try to stick to the plan I made over the weekend.
Yes, it's not the easiest task. But I didn't really expect it to be that easy. Or rather, I thought it would be easier than it actually was, but I didn't think it would be so easy that I'd succeed on the first try. I'm trying not to blame myself for things not working out so well, but right now, guilt and anxiety are my main enemies.
If I didn't have anxiety, I'd have much more energy for everything I need to do. But I start to get nervous and panicky, and that only makes things worse, leading to a huge amount of energy just being wasted. So, as always, the first thing I need to do is try to calm down. So that should be my main goal.
Now I've convinced myself that even if I shoot one video a day and run out of content, it's no big deal. My blog will still function; it's already quite full, and everything's fine. It's already starting to grow on its own. I can skip some days, some videos are already playing on their own, and its popularity is already growing. I've managed to get it going, and now I just need to keep doing it; its popularity will skyrocket.
And that's great. The main work is done, and now it's entering a new phase. Now I can focus on improving the quality of my content, and I think I'll soon reach a new level.
Have a great day everyone!
