Another day

Hi, guys!

I'm still undergoing treatment, but my condition isn't really improving. I still have trouble even getting out of bed, and the thought of doing anything makes me panic. I'm trying to at least work on my blog so that unfinished videos and unfinished business don't pile up, but it's also very difficult, and I'm doing everything through sheer force of will.

Today I decided to tidy up a bit, because a clean and tidy space usually has a positive effect on me and motivates me to get more done. Besides, the cleaning service is coming, so it will be easier for me; it will be a joint effort, and I'll see better results. I'll take a shower and tidy myself up a bit more.

Tomorrow I'm going to a tattoo studio to get my eyebrows done, so that's another plus. Beauty treatments usually also provide a bit of inspiration, although of course, there's a caveat: right now I'm completely unprepared for pain, and I'm also not ready to travel anywhere and stay there for a long time. But I'll have to be patient. I've already signed up and paid for half of the procedure, so I have to go.

I can also go to a book club this weekend, but that's a huge step out of my comfort zone, and I don't know if I have the energy for it. On the one hand, I promised the girls I'd come, but on the other, I'm completely exhausted. So I'll have to make a decision at the last minute; right now, I don't even have the energy to think about it.

That's how things have been for me these past few days; everything's going topsy-turvy. I have no energy for anything, and naturally, that doesn't put me in a good mood. And then there are the constant power outages, and we're sitting in the dark most of the time.

Have a great day, everyone!