Hi, guys!
My sleep schedule is a complete mess. Sometimes I'll sleep three hours a night, sometimes twelve. And I can't seem to get it to become regular. I'm starting to feel a little desperate, because it's impossible to live like this. I just can't plan my life with such a wide range of hours.
I need to try something else, some tricks I haven't tried before, but I feel like I've exhausted all my tricks. I don't know what else to come up with. I'm trying this and that, but nothing's working. It's making me feel discouraged. And naturally, my anxiety, which is already very difficult for me, is starting to grow.
So now I've been in a terrible mood again for almost a week now, and for the second month since the beginning of the year, I haven't been able to sit down to write. I was sure I'd be able to do it from the very beginning, but it turns out nothing's working. And God knows, things aren't as good as they could be. For a while, I had pretty good organic views, but now they've dropped again, and I'm at a loss as to what to do about it.
I can't understand how TikTok's algorithms work or what else I need to do to engage my audience. I can't work any harder than I already do; I'm already putting in so much effort. I barely have time for anything other than my blog; I practically don't have time to live my life. And it just won't take off or take on a life of its own, no matter how hard I try.
I understand it takes time for things to start working, but I want it to happen now, not someday, and I'm willing to put in the effort, but it just doesn't seem to be happening. And of course, it's incredibly demotivating.
But I still don't plan on giving up, so I keep getting back to work. I hope I'll eventually get something done.
Have a great day, everyone!
