Hi, guys!
It seems like something clicked last night, and I finally got over my writer's block. I'm not sure yet if that's true, but I think so. I was just lying in bed that night, feeling really bad because I had an IBS attack, and I was thinking about my book, and at some point I realized exactly what I should do with it. This realization hadn't occurred to me for three months, and then suddenly it clicked, and everything fell into place. Of course, I still had to sit down and start writing, test my theory, see if it was really true, and if I'd really gotten over it, but I think that's exactly it, and now I know what I should do with my book.
It's a really good feeling, and I haven't been able to achieve that in a long time. I'm still nervous, but now for a different reason; I feel it as a different kind of excitement. Now I feel a strange calm about how my book will develop, and my worries have turned pleasant rather than the sticky dread and paranoia I felt before. I hope all these feelings come true and I really will succeed, that everything will flow easily now, and that I can fully return to writing.
As for my head, I'm almost paranoid right now. Perhaps I should mention this to my doctor, but I don't know what he'll say. Does this affect his profile? Most likely, yes, but I always feel like my worries aren't valid enough. We'll see if he writes to me himself about a meeting, and then I'll make a decision, because right now I'm having a hard time making any decisions at all.
Have a great day, everyone!
