Hi, guys!
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I've been feeling a mix of joy and frustration the last few days. Something incomprehensible has been going on, so I'm not entirely sure whether to be happy or sad. It seems like I'm slowly getting my sleep schedule back on track, but I'm still terribly busy at work and constantly nervous, which is why I constantly feel weird. I can't seem to stop feeling nervous yet.
I've slowly started waking up earlier in the morning, but so far it hasn't been of much benefit because I'm having a really bad night's sleep. So, I think I need to gradually increase the dose of my sleep pills so I can get a good night's rest, because right now my sleep is a constant nightmare.
I'm thinking about continuing my studies, but for now I need to work on calming down for at least a few days, because I don't think I'll be able to work or study normally in this state of constant stress. I constantly want to lie down and rest, and even now, as I'm writing this post, I'm practically falling asleep. But now I have to keep working, whether I have the energy or not. And right now, I have almost none.
Because of this, I have few ideas for new content, much less the energy to implement them. I really want to take a short break, but I practically don't have the time. So I have to continue working very intensively. I'd like to shoot a lot of videos today, but I don't have the energy. I haven't decided yet whether I'll do it today.
Yesterday I shot an ad for a bookstore and haven't decided whether I'll release it today; I'm waiting for confirmation from the client. If they confirm, I'll breathe a sigh of relief, because it would have been better to launch it today and get some rest.
I've read three books right now that I'm not quite sure how to review, so it would be easier to skip this week.
Have a great day, everyone!