I'm glad you are back! Sorry about losing your parents. Thats hard.
I saw a comment you made on Discord that you were having trouble with esteem. Most likely you just need to go to Google Playstore and download the phone app. Or there is an IPhone app. The old one you have worked on Steem, not Hive. Same would be true for the desktop version, but if I remember right, you used @esteemapp?
I'll try that
Let me know if I can help. @esteemapp is better than ever!