Wow @techslut. I felt like you were describing the exact conversation I had with my wife @beulinator yesterday. She had "one of those days" and suffers from very similar disorders as you, with very similar outcomes. In fact blogging about her feelings yesterday was a helpful process and it took her all day so don't feel like you have wasted your time 😊
I've been around long enough to see someone who has their head screwed on. You dealt with all of this very well, even though from an existential point of view it doesn't feel that way to you.
You formalized thoughts by writing them down, you self analyzed, you went to bed, a move that allowed body and mind the space they needed. You're doing a great job with a bad situation. What's more you're part of a community that's verry supportive. Rants are nothing to apologize for; they're a healthy way to process. Thanks for sharing.
Thank you for the kind words! <3
Following you and your wife. Might even read around a little tomorrow. It's midnight so I am going to officially end this day and come back to steemit in the morning.
That sounds like a super plan. Tackle the new day with whatever it brings. Looking forward to hearing your views tomorrow. Sleep well!