Sorry to hear things didn't work out, especially for given reasons, I guess it's not easy at all to find yourself in this situation and everything seems to be fresh still.
There is definitely a big life lesson in this experience, I hope you will feel better soon and I hope she will be able to heal and get better as well.
:)
It is all pretty fresh, but this is probably the best time (asap) to start sorting my head out in preparation for what is ahead.
Thank you, and I sincerely hope the same for her too.