I am so proud of you my little sis : )
These thought's are supposed to be published, the big thing you're talking and feeling about has to start. Better the earlier. You've done your first step. Even a route of 10.000 miles starts with the first step (konfuzius)
I had no idea that my sister can speak/ write english that good ! Just keep steemin ;) And improve your skills...
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