I've been finding out that it's not for everyone, and that's okay. I was getting down because I didn't know what I was doing and I needed to find out. Many are like you where it's better not to know because it's not fun trying to track numbers or keep up with yourself (let alone others) all the time. So you do what you do and enjoy it all as much as you can.
Yeah, no need to rub salt into the wound, so to speak. Better to just let it fade away. :)
Not sure I can just let it fade away @glenalbrethsen. It will take quite a bit of work to get straight again 😢