Ok ... here is my final post for today .... it’s a picture I drew.... I used to love drawing .... but over the years I haven’t been able to ... due to time .... and other issues ... lol ..... but I took the day off today .... and decided to relax and go back to drawing ..... I always loved drawing eyes .... something about a persons eyes .... it’s the first thing I look at or notice about someone .... it’s the window to their soul .... it’s helps you see their hardships ... their happiness .... all the important moments .... it helps you see who someone really is ... you can see who a person is ...how they feel just by looking into their eyes .... oh how I used to stare into his eyes.... that’s the only thing that makes me think ... maybe it was real for him too ... maybe he did love me ... bc his eyes couldn’t lie .
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Draw more and more often, because it's evident that you are skilled. I hope to see smiling eyes, in place of tears one day.
Thanks..... I will try ... I enjoy it .... but also need quiet for it .... So I can only do it when the kids are sleeping ... which is fine .... bc when they are sleeping and I’m alone ..... I almost consider waking them up .... for my
Own selfish reasons .... I guess I’m not so selfless after all ... lol... I will get to the smiling eyes 👀.... I just was in a reflective funk .....reflecting on the past two years ...it’s been a bit of a 🎢 roller coaster.... felling lonely and unloved .... finding love ..... losing love .... health issues .... marriage issues ... kids .... it’s been a bunch of good and bad ...just a lot of loss .
Cheers, to the year of our tests.
Losing someone in a marriage can be like mourning emotionally even spiritually. But, I see your will. Your fortitude. Youre making great progress.
My marriage was an unhappy marriage for years .... I suffered emotional and physical abuse during our years together .... but as long as my kids didn’t witness it ... I was willing to bear it .... rather than having my kids grow up in a broken home .... then I fell in love with someone else .... someone who showed me things could be different .... I took to long to end my marriage ... and he moved on .... the thing was ... he didn’t know I had already started the process of ending my marriage ... but I guess too little too late on my part . He moved literally and figuratively..... moved away and met someone else.... I’m dealing with my separation situation with my husband .... and worse than that I had to deal with not only the man I love moving on.... but losing him as a friend as well... he was the only person in my life that I completely opened up to .... the only one I let myself ever cry around ... so I’ve mourned that loss more .
You are so talented!. Your drawing speaks for itself. I’m sorry you’re feeling down and going through sadness. 😔 praying for you! hugs
Thank you .... I’m okay ..... I always end up bouncing back on my feet and figuring things out ... sometimes it’s just not easy .