Sometimes i catch myself getting caught up in the direction of a movement. Like the High or the Low. You know, The Price Action Game. The experience of Feels. The how I feels when i experience the upward energy jolt and or the downward energy jolt. The jolt is the flux in me - like not totally 100% always all ways. I'm working on it. It's a process. Human excellence is who we are. It's a Self Discovery Process for me thus far. Unlocking parts of myself i forgot i locked.
I am reminded of the Swings of Direction Today.
I'm realizing the the Swing of my Best Direction isn't a picture as a static moment. it's isn't an idea of myself, or a personality. It's an awareness of my Best Ability. It's something that i have to face - not knowing - as it's a discovery process, and thus i don't know what i don't know.
What I am Learning - is Awareness of my emotions and feelings. It's something i am only now realizing were indeed deeply suppressed. It's fascinating how i've been so sensitive...in a way sensitive to my sensitivity...and almost in alarm of my sensitivity. Like I had no idea how highly integrated my unconscious defenses were...to go into a mode of dissonance to be msyelf being equal and one here.
Understanding my Strengths and Weaknesses is a key point of refinment for me at the moment. It's a real time play as i play with my response ability. Slowing down and speeding up. Engagement is bothways or more.
Take Away Finalee here:
Wherever you are whatever you are doing...a part of ....there's going to be movement, up and down and all around, enjoy the experiences of your up and down movement...and embrace it all with warm regards. Self-Accounting 101 - owning our shit. The real shit. The slow down self correction. Process Man.