My deepest condolences to you and your family Ms.Neli. Loosing someone we love is truly so painful, no words can describe the pain. Sending you my prayers of healing and peace for your family.
Your brother has come back to the presence of our Lord and He is in peace. No more pain anymore. I know it's truly hard but we all have to go its just a matter of who will go first. Sending you some virtual hugs so you know that you are not alone.
Thank you so much @aideleijoie for your words of comfort.