Hey there community of Hive! I am noticing I am making mistakes with my posts that I am not used to making. Even with proof reading and double checking posts for my @dynamichivers account I am making mistakes that has me wondering what is going on with me. I stopped consuming cannabis a couple of weeks ago and maybe my mind is moving too fast. I had neurofeedback therapy done last year and I have extremely High Beta Waves but my brain waves that represent data processing has no spaces in-between them, meaning I process information faster than 9/10 people according to my therapist.
I hope I am not having some weird late stage dyslexia but I am so frustrated with myself and my grammar. I think maybe this thing I am experiencing is temporary as part of the reason I stopped consuming cannabis was for more mental clarity but instead my mind is going 1000 miles more per hour and I probably need time to get back to meditation and yoga as I have been really depressed due to mostly the time of year but other factors as well and not motivated to do anything but use Hive.
As I start to hopefully begin meditating while posting 2x a day I have succumbed to the reality that I need a little help. I could really use someone to help proof read my posts just to point out what does not make sense. This is not urgent and I feel that I need to just calm down and relax my mind in new ways. Also just wanted to more so acknowledge I am making mistakes that I am trying to fix.
Is there a service or person like @dreemsteem that can help in a very temporary fashion with proof reading? My last post was horrendous and I know I can do better. If you are aware of a person or service, preferably on hive and not fiverr or something please let me know! @raymondspeaks @nonsowrites
@dynamicsteemians
You and I have interacted many times about this. I had not forgotten about you... when the Discord went to Splinterlands I simply wasn't there as much, because I don't play! Nothing to do with you, or what you are about...
There are many strains of cannabis. And so... there are also many ways to consume. If you felt it was helping, then by all means don't give up.
Fast forward...
I have been in isolation for some time now... tested positive for the crud, and I can tell you it is not very nice. Anyway... I am mainly here to check-in, and send you some Holiday Greetings brother...
Like @dreemsteem said...
#tomorrowisthegoal
Yes, sir... I was trying to find second layer solutions to the DVs that were happening is all. The discord I deleted. It was creepy having so many people active from Hive apart of it and no one talking. I had too many lurkers lol. Like being in my room and having the whole town looking at you😂 I actually respect the DVers so much more know and understand a majority of their actions not all but enough to continue on with HIVE!
Yeah, the convids and that sticky spike protein is no joke especially if you are older or have a compromised immune system. I never got tested but def know I got it a few times and maybe even have that new variant too now as I am getting familiar with certain symptoms. I even quit cannabis recently to help my breathing but admittedly also to help me survive on HIVE better since I am leaning so heavy on it. I am a minnow trust fund kid now and took out risky high interest loans on my inheritance just to invest heavy into Hive. I ended up getting out of SPT and going heavy into buying NFTs on nftshowroom and other tokens as well as SPL cards. Just to go right back into HSBI. It was a great learning exp but now its time to focus on HIVE and community building because it is all about community and keeping my over active mind as sharp as possible! I can go on but glad to hear from you! I am in the community of @neoxian which is based on Matrix and learning how to run a community much better now through his actions and example. Plus the people there are truly full of love and compassion like you and Dreem.
Maybe one day I will make another community chat thing but as of now I see no need to. Maybe I will see you there one day! I hope you feel better and find some nice strains to keep you groovy! I am one of those ivermectin groupies and about to start a 5 day treatment to kick the vids and to start new year somewhat parasite free. Thanks for chiming in bro!
I am willing.
Hey thank you so much! Somedays I am on it and others I am not. Are you open to joining matrix chat a decentralized chat service that is safer to use than telegram and discord? read more about it on the post I created today!
https://ecency.com/hive-190059/@dynamichivers/dynamichivers-community-curation-and-mission
I tried joining matrix. It kept bouncing me. Maybe it's me or something?
hmmmm try this https://matrix.to/#/#cityofneoxian:matrix.org
Still giving me hassles. Could it be my phone?
It could be... people in chat for international community seems to have better experince with something called fluffy https://matrix.org/docs/projects/client/fluffychat/ for matrix and there is a matrix app on google/apple...
I downloaded the app. It's refusing to respond. 😩😩😩😩😩😩. Goomenasai (I'm sorry)
I donno maybe @xawi can help... I do need to get to bed I will help solve for you! this will be project for me tomorrow or when i wake up in 6 hours or so
uhm phone users do have problem with signing up on matrix chat, you can try using pc, i think that will solve the problem dear
Alright. I'll try. But my PC's kind of misbehaving. I'll still try.
Sorry about the error thing mate. I actually suffer from a similar problem. Most of my posts have one error or the other (and it can get really frustrating), that is why I have @blezyn read them most days before I post
I shared the link to your post in the hive naija telegram community group. Hopefully someone responds soon. Cheers!
I appreciate you so much my man!
I am willing, but it seems I'm a couple hours late
my friend thank you for your response! Some days are good and some days are bad. I guess this day was bad when i wrote this! Are apart of matrix chat?
Just created an account, how does it work
Hey I just saw this brother... https://matrix.to/#/#cityofneoxian:matrix.org
Hi @dynamicsteemians I'm sorry for your situation. I received the link to this post from the Hive Naija Telegram Community Group shared by @nonsowrites and I'm willing to help in proofreading.
Looking forward to assisting you.
Hi there! Sorry..I was kinda mostly offline this weekend! Hehehe
grammarly is a great service that you can use! Just drop your post into it and have it find sections that need help!
Grammarly.com
But I see that @deraaa has offered to help too, manually!
For what it's worth, your message above is perfectly clear!!! Maybe it just takes a bit of time for you to adjust to the new mindset?
Hey there, yeah I never really liked grammarly. Anymore, I am trying to utilize non-centralized and non-corporate apps like extremely hackable apps such as discord and telegram. Is Grammarly what I just described, besides the obvious fact grammerly is not a chat service?
I absolutely love your project aimed at improving users experience on Hive to further their content in great ways. This is why I tagged ya.
You are right as just a little bit of stress impacts my brain in such dramatic ways. Life can really cut a person down when taking it too cereally while having too great of expectations with own's actions and others as a result. I appreciate you and look forward to lurking on your great project and further success.
Thank you for your time to respond and Happy Holidays! HO HO HO! 🎅
hahahahahaha look - is that daniel tiger?? LOLOL
ahhh i dont' know - I don't use Grammarly - but my daughter loves it! And a lot of others have really mentioned how helpful it is.
but yeah, definitely not a chat service. It's something that just highlights better ways for you to say things, and then also finds the obvious things like spelling errors.
Thanks for the compliment on DreemPort - its going really well so far!!! we are still testing it out - but I love it! People are using it NOW (regardless of testing) and having amazing results meeting people - connecting writers to readers! hehehe and making genuine connections
next year is gonna be even better - so i'm super excited about it!!!
I really think that its going to help newbie and oldbie alike! so - we will see hehehe
but it looks like you found some people to help you with the grammar aspect - and they are real people! hahahaha so that's a plus! LOLOL
Merry Christmas to you too!! :) instead of a HO HO HO - i'll give you a HE HE HE! hahahahahahaha
I like you, I like you, just the way you arrrrr
Yeah, I have been diagnosed with complex PTSD and last 5 years has made condition apparent. Some days are hard with dizzy spells and brain fog. It comes and goes and this time of year it acts up. Normally I can write a good post especially since the old school shadow's pub days where yall stressed how important post creation, structure, markdown etc was important... and yes grammarly. 😂 No one is helping but your community has graciously offered to which was cool!
You were right with your previous comment about taking time away from post then try to fix any mistakes before posting, just as the post pimps of Thursdays also stressed to do!
Much love from Las Vegas,
ahhh well glad to see you've accomplished what you needed.
yes - i used to suffer with brain fog amongst other things - who knew it was related to wheat.
I used to get 3-4 migraines a week. cut out all wheat - and i probably get about 1 migraine every 6 weeks or so now.
i would have NEVER believed it could possibly be due to "bread" LOL..never ever. EVER.
but i am never going back now - and my mind hasn't been as clear as going away from that too. so - whew... you might have a food allergy... you should try doing some tests yourself.
the big ones are wheat, corn, soy, dairy, eggs, seafood, nuts.
but the ones that I've seen cause the brain fog and the mood shifts - definitely wheat and dairy.
but terrible to try to give those up and VERY hard to kick them completely as wheat is hidden in EVERYTHING. ugh.. lol but once you try it for 3-4 months? sometimes it makes all the difference in the world!
hope you find what works best for you! Praying for peace for your mind in this next year!
My condition is not from bread. It is from many many years of stress, as well as having my kids mother kidnap my two boys while having the cops laugh at me, losing 18 year career for diversity hires, going homeless twice cause of such, 2 year NLRB battle against my union and employer for being physically attacked at work by these new diversity hires that they tried unsuccessfully to cover up, my employers lawyer, who got fired btw, for trying to defame me publicly and so much more. I spent almost 10g out of pocket for neurofeedback therapy and neuro chiropractic work.
I do keto and have been keto for 5 years now and bloodwork is spectacular as well as diet being officially approved by neuro doctors. I watched my father figure from Sonoma Ca die rapidly in 2018 from cancer in December. I have no family as I am an orphan and no kids in life since 2019.
Appreciate your concern.
2022 will surly be a great year for your project and everything hive. Thanks for your responses.
no no.. lol didn't mean that bread was the culprit!
my issues were beneath the gluten but the gluten was causing a lot of toxicity in the brain that were compounding it. keto is an awesome way to clear toxicity from the brain also! as it takes away all gluten naturally!
I think we first started talking when your children were still in your life. I remember hearing them in the background on a voice call. I'm so sorry they're out of your life right now and hope you can find a way to get them back.
it must be terribly painful to not see them. Is there any way that they can contact you at all??
So sorry for all the pain you've gone through - but you ARE going to pull out of it. Just keep taking steps, one at a time, they all add up. Healing will come.
Forgot to say I am of course willing to pay in Hive.
time heals everything my man, i won't advice going back to taking cannabis, it is something you are trying to stop, it will be difficult at first and some system changes but at the end, you will get over it, you are a fighter and as for your post, just keep doing it, your loved ones will tell you if they see any mistakes and good we have the edit button, easy peasy..
Oh Burl just stick to the Coke Cola before you start giving advice on Medicine I have been prescribed by doctors for medical condition that helps me sleep and not snap on people about coke cola.... JK Yeah Cannabis is big part of life half my life I was Cannabis grower that everyone wanted cannabis from. I have lots of head traumas also from playing football too and over active mind. In America it is better than Big Pharma pills. Neurologists have said little impact from football traumas because I never took pain killers and choose cannabis. I am anti pills and anti big pharma. Anyways finally responding to comments is great start for you to start also winning on HIVE and I see you never responded to Christmas comment... Too busy winning at Splinterlands?
lol but i am yet to see this christmas comment, where exactly is it cos have been looking out for it
But seriously... I just woke and appreciate you my man and the concern you have! I am making coffee after 3 hours of sleep. I half think this coffee is more impactful than cannabis! Love you man! See you in chat!