I am glad that my story inspires you to put in more effort. I know you can do better brother that is why I always keep telling you to try to be more active. It would not be easy but it would get better as you push through.
Moreover, you have me. I am always there if you need me and I would try my best to help you out the best way I can. You can do this bro... Go Go Go Go Hephzi!!!