Awe man, I'm sooo sorry to hear your sad news! I think I get where you're coming from, it's about the loss of course, but I would imagine it's also the sadness of a tortured soul who never reached his full potential! Life really sucks at times, but I do believe that we move on from here, in a different form of course, to a place where we are free from illness and heartache that this world sadly brings to so many people.
I believe your cousin is free from all mental anxious and will be watching over you now, a free and happy soul.
Ok, so I hope you don't mind me sharing this so just ignore it if it's not relevant to you, but I used to ask myself over and over, how can a God of mercy allow all the madness of this world, till someone said to me that God has given man free will and reign here in the physical world, but that he has total control of the spiritual world.
We tend to ask ourselves if we couldn't have done more, when the 'black sheep' of the family passes on, but we can't, so his sister will find the mixed feelings difficult to deal with, I'm sure.
Sorry for the long story, but, I feel for your loss💔
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@lizelle, thanks for the lovely comment. He certainly was troubled in the end but was reaching some kind of stability I think - my cousin did hold hope that she'd one day maybe have a relationship back, whilst at the same time protecting herself by disliking him so. I'm sure he's with his Dad - sadly he passed on last year and I was just looking at Mikey's facebook wall where he posted a pic of the two of them with the comment 'see ya on the other side' - which was much sooner than I think he expected. I like to think of them having a chat and a beer somewhere, and a big bear hug. Such sadness today still.
I'm sure they are reunited today and celebrating being together again. It's almost as if one knows when the time of moving on is near.
Too much sadness in this old world of ours, thinking of you💞
It does feel a little drenched in sadness today. I did get a unexpected call off an old Hive friend out of the blue today, all the way from the US, so that cheered me up!