For the most part Andy @littlegremlin, I smile pretty easily, but I also walk around with a dark cloud over my head more often than not.
I have depression, and PTSD, makes it hard for me to look for the "Silver Lining".
Now when I am ♫♪Playing Music♫♪ for an audience that likes to hear me play, I am ecstatic and smile the whole time

Wao the music can make us happy and help us to be well with ourselves, where do you play? I would like to hear you
I've been playing music, piano mainly, since beginning lessons at age 11, which was 54 yrs ago.
I never stopped, I never looked back. I worked other jobs, but music was always my thing, until Drugs and Alcohol stole everything from me.
Since moving to the Metro Atlanta Ga area in 2009, in 2010 I began playing for Senior Citizens in Nursing Home, Assisted Living and Retirement communities.
I was making fairly decent money too, until my hip gave out in 2017, got it replaced in 2018, and began to get back into the swing of things when the quarantine shut all those places down.
I've played ONCE since last February.
Here is a live recording from 2018
But there, I'm just standing, playing and singing.
Since I use a wireless mic, I can walk around singing when I'm not actually PLAYING my keyboards.
That is where I get the greatest enjoyment, like this one (it's hilarious)
I hope you enjoy these videos @littlegremlin (Andy)