Harbiter diary - November 21, 2025
And here we are, more than a month later 😬
The fact that I can't keep up in such a simple thing like keeping this diary it's proof that my self-discipline is totally fucked up.
I'm not managing to stick to a schedule, I mean accomplishing daily chores and moving on.
I just do a bunch of random things and always like half of what I could really do.
I'm starting to hate myself for this.
I guess it's also because of doing so much, putting all this effort and getting almost zero. No sign of improvement. I mean in anything, but especially about Harbiter's career.
I don't know if it will work for a career, but whenever I've found myself 'stuck' with something, and not seeing improvement for the efforts I put in, I just take a break. I always come back with more momentum.
I tried but it's like I couldn't really cut the thoughts and stop thinking about not doing what I have to, so it wasn't a real relaxing break... I guess I have to break harder then 😅
Sounds like you need some disciplined procrastination 🤣
Hard always when you're working hard, so much time and attention, and little seems to move. And then the diary didn't get written either 😬.
Forza! 💪
I loved reading your handwriting, and I know that sometimes life feels like it's slipping away. Just take a deep breath, relax, and do little things at a time, until you find a good rhythm to prioritise it all.
Happy Sunday!