I like this situation as it is, because I do not notice any illness, suffering or dying in my environment. But that people get very ill and die is terrible. Because death is cruel.
You also don't cause it, it would be even more terrible to know you caused someone's death or life-long health impairment.
Personally I understand the measures, that doesn't mean I don't miss some of the benefits of the life prior to the pandemic. There are some good changes too: less crowded streets, there's less pollution...