WHAT'S THERE IN A JOB THAT CAN'T ELEVATE YOU INTO HAPPINESS AND FULFILMENT?
Early this month, I have been feeling this enragement mixed with depression. I did the best I could to snap out of it. These depression leeched me extremely and almost squeezing life out of me; it was sharp as the edge of a razor blade — when I realised that it was already affecting me traumatically, I started to look for a way out. There's an adage that says “Running away from a problem only increases the distance from the solution.” And so I started pursuing another scheme of life to surmount my current predicament which needs an urgent attention and solution to combat it. Yeah — it was because I discovered lately that my job was one of the biggest source of this hassle. What's there in a job which can't give one happiness, peace of mind and fulfilment . But thankfully, I got myself kicked out of the place and found a better one with the help of my friends who initiated me to a per-time job which I can have the time for myself to pursue another career to better my life in photography, writing and all. Probably, soon or later, I may take up any full-time job if the payment is reasonable.
Trust me, I don't like people being overly bossy, and I hate being under pressure or under anybody pushing or ordering me around to get something done or make my life miserable in order to satisfy others and at the end, the payment in return is nothing to write home about. I love being happy and hate my mood get switched to any sort of brokenness as a result leading to depression and dispiritedness. I do love to make myself useful in any circumstance, trust me, and I love to swing in the cloud of happiness and get the best kick from reading, writing, photographing or editing of images.
MY BIG DREAM AS A PHOTOGRAPHER
I've been saying to myself lately that “I believe every dream(s) can be fulfilled if one is well equipped with the right instrument, wisdom and rigorousness — with that success is obtainable." I can't really figure out things lately, I've been reminiscing my plan-scheme for this year; it seems my current situation affecting the whole ideas and plans. and unable to fulfill this dream is a bit devastating. One of the reasons why I haven't established my own studio or started this photography business yet, is because I am not well-equipped — I haven't had a great deal of money to get myself these photography equipments . Photography is quite expensive here; getting tools to enhance one's photography-business here are too expensive. I believe that ‘when no one is there to revive one, one should try much as possible to regain strength and find light within and hold on to faith.' With this, HOPE is not totally lost, and I vehemently believe that someday, this dream will come to fulfillment.
This post is totally plagiarism free & all the photographs were shot & edited by @martinstomisin (30/09/2021)
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We all go through the same ordeal sometimes, we just sit and reminisce about how our life's going. Sometimes we might be threatened to lose our insanity.
I'm glad you were able to find the root of the depression and thankfully it got deleted.
You'll get to achieve your dreams soon my brother, it looks far fetched but in the long run you'll achieve it, don't stop working hard and being hopeful
Thanks a lot for your commendable comment @chincoculbert, I'm grateful!
Life isn't easy, we are all striving to make our ends meet... But I'm thankful for the position I am today, and I believe tomorrow will be better. We all keep hoping, that's only thing that keeps us going and moving forward.