I appreciate this thoughtful comment of yours a lot.
It sure helps to have a twin sister and loads of like minded people around. I wonder if I would have taken the vaccine, if I were still living in The Netherlands, in a city. It wouldn't feel much better though.
I would love to hear more about your dilemma of visiting your father and going back to the Netherlands. I am in a similar situation but to the USA and I have been for months now not knowing what to do. I really do not want to take the vaccine neither I want to never see my loved ones.
It's a huge dilemma and I didn't realize you had family outside of Portugal ( and even Europe ) yourself.
Looking forward to your invitation/ meeting up in the near future. If you'd like to chat beforehand, feel free to let me know. Are you, by any chance on Discord? This is my username on there: VincentNijman ZENsitivosaurus#5870
Your hugs were well received. In return, I am sending you a ( not so ) long distance hug full of helpful vibes :<)
Yes i am in discord, I am not very active at the time being. It is quite overwhelming, such a big platform and I never know how to talk in the open chats, ahah. I will get in touch soon, I will find you on discord :D
I totally get the overwhelming part. I keep installing and deleting the discord app from my phone ( to give you an example ) and have similar love-hate relationships with a lot of media.
Looking forward to our chat!
P.S. If you have trouble adding me, try this: VincentNijmanZENsitivosaurus#5870 ( same user name as above but then without a space inbetween my name and the dino part ) ;<)