Or there was no mistake in choosing your friend. Talk to everyone. If you don't tell people your problem, how will it be solved?
What if you don't have any friends? That is a dilemma that I'm currently facing. Because of this I've come up with this solution - get out of my current situation and living condition and do something in 2022. I hope the trip in April of next year will be the start of something good (Romania, Portugal and Spain).