I have never felt I fit in anywhere, not with family, not with a friend group.
For many years I was stuck with this feeling but over time, I realized that it was okay to feel that way and that I didn't need to fit in, instead, I needed to be myself and love myself.
I read through your diary and I am in tears because I could feel from the depth you are coming from, although not the part of the love. After all, I have been the one who ran away from love, fear of being attached to someone who at the end of the day would leave you for someone else after a long commitment and attachment but then, I have learned to live, I have learned to not run away.
We all deserve that one person who would love us like their lives depended on us for survival, we deserve good and beautiful things and people our way and I believe that just one day we will be given what our heart desires.
Yes, miracles do happen, even little miracles 😊
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