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It does help to write it all down, like a release. It sucks but none of us get out of here alive either but it hurts every time especially if you know what's coming. Went thru it with my grampa and it's not easy. You will do ok tho, you're strong.

YEESSS lol you got me figured out! I had a little set back haha. I'm back, slowly finding everyone little by little as I come across. It's kinda cool to be a newbie again tho and letting people recognize me as odd as it sounds. I still have they keys so who knows it may or may not be gone. I'm glad you are still here and posting. I also like to think everything happens for a reason.