@bigtom13 said enough, don't think there is much to add, but I will. Some of my best moments have come when bouncing back from disappointment. NO, it doesn't feel good when you fail, but fuck feelings. I wasted a lot of time the last 4 years feeling sad and disappointed about my mental and physical challenges, but finally got over myself and started working toward a better outcoome instead of keeping the bar low.
This is what I am trying to do. I am able to do it when alone and just power through house tasks - but those tasks don't pay the bills.
Hopefully I can kick my own ass into gear too.
It can be hard for sure. It takes a lot of self talk for me sometimes. No doubt you can do
It though.