Excess of sense or judgment? ...
I confess that these days I have been desperately trying to get out of that anxiety box, perhaps out of excess of sanity, out of having my own criteria.
It's a terrible thing, it's distressing, it feels sometimes to be looking sideways looking for something or someone to give us an explanation. In fact, at night I get up, I walk from one side to the other, I go back to bed and nothing, it doesn't stop happening to me.
There are so many things going wrong these days that it's hard to keep your sanity.
I also know that life has a purpose and a meaning and in that search I am giving meaning to my day to day, I have been organizing, taking out, repairing,.. things in my house, I have also been fertilizing my plants, changing the substrate, grafting to my desert Roses, and pruning so that they branch, also making bracelets on my loom! Anyway, spending my time on things I like! And in acceptance, which is not the same as resignation, is to recognize that this is also part of life. It is to integrate, to preserve the strength you need to get to where you dream of being.
That is why in my niche, in my home I am also introducing breaks in my daily workday and rest days during the week. Of all this that I do to lower the anxiety generated by expectations, I also read good books, I have my own criteria and I take advantage of the experience, including the experiences that I have when anxiety addresses my pleasant emotions.
Many of us believe that everything in life moves at the speed of the digital, that for an instant we can judge or condemn the life of a human being. Immediacy, the superficial, that's the order of the day.
Although I do not stop watching news, as long as the concentration I must have allows me, and I am also looking for information or things that focus me on the positive! What is inside is the reflection that manifests itself outside, and what abounds at the group level is what is reflected in the world!
The important thing is that what you do is a passion... Let it be for the particular good and in some way also for others... Even with a good example we help others, and it serves as inspiration 🤗
In the same way I think I am a patient woman, with a tendency to give support, I like to cooperate, I try to be precise, focused on real evidence, I question before forming an opinion, I have 3D imagination.
Learn this and never forget... If you live to please you get frustrated by obligation. Forgive me for the rant, but it had to be said.
With love,
Janitze. 🌹
Separator made with Canva by @janitzearratia
Any images in this post are taken with my iPhone 12, the Infinix pro-note 30 or with the camera eighties Rolleiflex 2.8 f, and edited with Canva
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