Life doesn't work like delivery ...

I admit my faults...

When I began to realize my own mistakes, my blunders, and the damage that some of my attitudes could cause, that day I matured, I think it's brave to do it.

I have infinite flaws in my personality. In fact, sometimes I think that with age I seem to be appearing more, but I have an enormous strength, something that makes me very proud.

I'm able to quickly tell when I screw up. That ability was born from so many therapies with my psychologist. It was taught to me by a psychologist I went to a few years ago, to tighten my loose screws. She was extremely hard on me, long talks without contemplation. He wouldn't let me get away. Her therapies were always very painful for me since she always made me realize the things I was doing, when the revenge of the unconscious made me err and make so many mistakes.

I will always remember that clinical psychologist. She was a skinny, petite woman with a soft voice, but she was ruthless, and an excellent professional. With her I learned to see myself, to recognize myself and to never let myself escape in my negative attitudes.

I still have quite a few flaws, quite a few shadows, but I know them inside out, and they don't fuck with me anymore. And when they do, I see them head on and challenge myself to get them out of my way.

Well-being is not going to fall on you by accident. You get sorted out when you understand what the fuck you're feeling and stop guessing at life. Now, as far as possible, I move forward with a clear head, who accompanies me without judgment and with tools 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.

Interesting that "mea culpa", I think we all at some point should do it to ourselves, reflect and take steps to improve, thank you for sharing your experience, it is brave to recognize our mistakes. Many times we want fast well-being, but life doesn't work like delivery.

Look, you build yourself from the inside: by understanding emotions, history and limits.And when you do, let me tell you... it feels different.

The time of the truce (Christmas) is approaching, especially of the internal truce, where we bet on understanding each other, forgiving each other and loving each other. If you don't love yourself, no one can love you.

This has been a very intense year, a year of many things to tell and many promises to fulfill for the year 2026, this has been a year that has invited me to overcome, to reinvent myself, to cry, to have more faith, more conviction to do the right thing, even in the wrong times.

I have learned that everything in life has a meaning, and I have also discovered that everything works for the good.

Janitze.🌷

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Any images in this post are taken with my iPhone 12, the Infinix pro-note 30 or with the camera eighties Rolleiflex 2.8 f, and edited by me with Canva

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