Being a parent is a journey of emotional and spiritual growth, it is to take charge with a lot of commitment and responsibility, to guide like a beacon in times of lights, shadows and storms, the family, and according to my experience mother of three adults today, it has not been easy. There are many abandoned children in the world, living in conditions of great precariousness, poverty due to the tragic socio-economic irony worldwide.
You just keep going embracing your home with love and love is always "prefer" I assure you it is a wonderful life choice.