I meant in general the mental health issues are also on the rise, at the exact same time. Everyone is sick, somehow, some way.
Maybe the real problem is the expectation of perfection.
I mostly replaced the smokes with a vape. Some will say I didn't quit. Yet I'm consuming far fewer chemicals I didn't want in the first place.
Addiction sucks. Roughly three days away from three full months sober and three months away from the next step. In a world where people want fast food and fast results. Can appreciate the time but know there's a longggggg way to go yet. It don't mean shit to anyone else and the last thing I want is a party. Can't even share the whole story until writing's finished and I'll probably just burn that book.