I end up waiting for some kind of better times, that just don't seem to arrive
That's a mood I don't like having/sharing x_x Though at least in my case the majority of moments are okay.
Because we are told we should be grateful for our existence, even if we are having a terrible existence
I think that's more aimed at people who are so very negative and pessimistic that they think their life is the absolute worst when it's really not.
I do think about how much worse it could be when I'm feeling down and thinking everything sucks