As my personality, I have always tried to do better in my life. I think I was successful doing so until five years ago; however, I now think that many things do not happen as I want even if I still try to do better.
Don't I do enough to do better or have my expectations risen through years...
But, even "unsuccessful", does it feel better to try than not?
Yea, feel better to try, however the result could upset me. Perhaps, I have done what I should I have done, thus no need to bug out.