I'm a villager, and I'm not particularly good at my job. Many of my daily reflections on life are filled with gratitude for what I have.
I always strive to provide the best for everyone in our home, but sometimes I also think about what I should be thinking about.
I don't have a college degree or the skills to do many things, let alone work. Sometimes I even find myself unable to fulfill my dreams, but all of that is a life challenge I must endure.
thinking about life
I can't even do many things that can make them happy and joyful. Our house is small, with four tall siblings at home, while I'm the backbone of the family, taking care of everyone in our house.
Being the oldest in the house sometimes makes us feel like we're the most important, but everything has to be done, even though sometimes I feel depressed when I think about what their future will be like, because I'm not highly educated, I'm just a junior high school graduate.
I don't have a permanent job. If someone asks me to work, I work as a construction worker...
zlife is bitter
In my small village, I went to the city to get a decent job, but because I didn't have a good profession, I had to work as a construction worker...
That's all I could do.
Being the backbone of the family is important to me, but sometimes I also think about them, what will happen to their future lives, whether they will be like me. It's truly sad... but even though I'm a construction worker, I have many dreams for all of them...
I always want to help them become successful people in the future because being successful is everyone's dream. We just have to try, what we have is what matters most.