After reading all of this, with all the care and attention... I can say that I feel less lonely... I never found the right words to describe all the problems and discomfort I feel before I FINALLY sit down to start a project... I never knew how to explain it, I just accept it as a defect, as the accumulation of all my insecurities that lead to many walls to break before I manage to grab the thread and needle (almost reluctantly, although it is supposed to make me happy)...
YOU ARE WONDERFUL, thank you so much for sharing this 🙏 💕
Everything will be fine, live one day at a time, be gentle with yourself 💜
Oh sigh you are right the moments before one starts something new can be the hardest, especially with all the expectations to make something beautiful, something practical, to have fun and and and..
ALthough I am sad you also know all the fears and insecurities I have, I am glad that I am not alone. Thank you for giving me this awesome support and that you shared your own feelings. This means a lot to me.
(By the way I just saw that you also paint!!! Will hop to your profile right now)