I love this piece and this reminded me of the book that I just finished reading recently when I was away [Everything Happens for a Reason: And Other Lies I've Loved] by Kate Bowler pdf copy available here
I am in the same situation as you are if I find anything complicated and troubling I tend to stop everything and be at a loss for moments until I can muster up the courage to do so or to move.
Be at rage if you must - process all of those emotions as these will be your weapons in the future once you mature. Write, bleed those words and scream on those papers!
I will probably read that one of these days. Good morning, kuya!
I used to think it was not normal and I must do something about it. However, pressuring myself only made me more frustrated. Things have always been easier said than done but I have realized that I should not feel guilty for taking my time.
Thank you for being here po! Your comment feels like a slight pat on the shoulder. I hope you are having a great day po. ^^