The emotional low I've had today has been anything but normal. I feel pretty bad, and I even had a sort of existential crisis thinking about how my life still isn't sorted out, and a lot of other negative things...
I know I've accomplished a few things, and this year hasn't been so bad for me, although these last few months seem to be going downhill fast. Today I was thinking about how I haven't started a business or even launched an idea because nothing appeals to me, and I'm constantly struggling because I want to move forward, but I don't seem to know where to take the first step.
I'm not afraid to admit that I feel lost in life; what I'm afraid of is not progressing, of staying in the same place, of wasting my precious time that I can never get back. I'd like to keep talking and venting more, but if I let it all out, it'll be a never-ending story, and I can't always be playing the victim. I'm just allowing myself to vent a little.
El bajón emocional que he tenido el día de hoy no ha sido nada normal. Me siento bastante mal, además de que me dio como una especie de crisis existencial pensando en que mi vida no sigue resuelta y muchas cosas más en negativo…
Yo sé que he logrado un par de cosas y este año no ha sido tan malo para mi, aunque estos últimos meses parece venirse todo en picada. Hoy estuve pensando en que no he establecido un negocio o una idea porque nada me gusta y estoy en esa constante lucha porque quiero avanzar pero parece que no sé a donde dar el primer paso.
No me da miedo admitir que me siento perdida en la vida, me da miedo es de ver que no avanzo, de quedarme en el mismo sitio, de malgastar mi precioso tiempo que no se volverá a recuperar. Me gustaría seguir hablando y desahogarme más pero si me dio rienda suelta, será un tema de nunca acabar y no puedo estar siempre con una mentalidad de víctima, solo me estoy permitiendo desahogarme un poco del sentimiento,
You want more out of life. I can't speak for everyone, but I think that's something a lot people want, all the time.
Ever notice how when things are going good, you still want more? The same gear is used when feeling down and out. Drive.
You might not be moving but you're still in gear. You might feel parked but it's all an illusion. Traffic jam gives you time to think and that's what you're doing. Picture yourself being there and now look around. See that individual in the same situation, but acting absolutely furious, wanting to smash everything, thinking the road is just for them? That's what a waste of time looks like.
Maybe this makes sense. Maybe it doesn't. Just something else to think about.
I think sometimes I'm very confuse about life, my life particularly and after so much thinking and reflecting, I feel like I'm going crazy. God, where are those cabinets?
If life made sense, everything stops. If you had the answers before asking the questions, what's left?
Cabinet tutorials that make no sense, that's what.
Crazy can be fun. Can do a lot with crazy. The good crazy. Everything people enjoy these days started out as a crazy idea. It's a good energy.
Deep down, I know what you mean. And I don't talk about it either. You're doing good though. Made me laugh. Thanks for that reminder.
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Hola. A veces me he sentido igual... pero una de las cosas que más hace que uno quede estancado es el miedo a eso. Siempre veo los comentarios de alguien en las redes que dice: si no sabes que hacer estudia, trabaja, vende, pero haz algo... tiene razón, en la vida no podemos pensar y pensar en el miedo que le tenemos a ciertas cosas... yo te invito a que te levantes con un buen ánimo, una sonrisa asi sea fingida para que se active el lado positivo de tu mente y puedas solucionar muy fácilmente tus dificultades.
Gracias amiga, voy a poner eso más en practica, tratar de enfocarme más en ver otras cosas, aunque no siempre es fácil.