I think that visit to the doctor should be a priority. If you are going to start to try and build afresh you want to squash those demons in your head. At least if you took something in the short term it may give yo the strength to regroup.
Hang in there man
Thanks Boomie. I'll tell Dr. Squasher you said hello :)
The Dr will know just by the smell of you that you have been in contact with me!
Yes, indeed your scent does travel ever so easily across the interwebs!